tick tock tick tock

"I was sitting, waiting, wishing..."

just listening to that song

reminded me how much i'm still waiting for an answer

but i'm trying to leave it alone

because i'm scared that if i keep thinking about it

i won't get what i want

and the answer will crush me harder then anything before

so here i'm sitting

waiting for an answer

wishing that it will be the right one

but back to the song.

"I was sitting, waiting, wishing you believed in superstitions then maybe you'd see the signs. But Lord knows that this world is cruel and I ain't the Lord, no I'm just a fool, learning loving somebody don't make them love you"